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        1. 梦与根

          作者: 零雪2019年10月04日情感美文

          我是一个大山里的孩子,对于一个大山里的孩子来说:“出山”真的很不容易,现在我一个人在城里读书,我在这里没有知心朋友,更别说拥有一份没好的东西了,我唯一的快乐就是打电话回家,听妈妈讲家里的事情,但我不会打给爸爸,因为爸爸的压力很大, 也许他更多的是需要休息和听到他的孩子们的好消息。

          我不喜欢城市也不喜欢大山,也许你们会问大山里出来的人不喜欢自己出生的地方,是不是太过“做作”把自己的根都给忘了。你或许认为我是因为太过虚伪而讨厌大山里的生活的吧,可真的对于每天面对着山的我来说是真的难以喜欢,就好像井地之蛙泳一样,我每天看到只是一动不动的山和山凹里的天。到这里也许你们也会问:既然不喜欢大山里生活那为什么还不喜欢城市里的生活呢?忘记了“根”是不是喜欢绿酒虹灯,然后喜欢醉酒迷津的生活呢?我只能回答:不是。

          我小学初中到高中到大学到毕业,最快乐的就是六年级到高三,因为那段时间里,大家都一样,穿着同样的衣服同样的裤子,每天大家都做着同样的事情,不会有嘲笑不会有蔑视的眼光。

          小学毕业以后,我不得不出大山,然后到县城里读书,那是我第一次出远门,很高兴,终于可以离开我讨厌的地方。因为在哪里,我每天都有干不完的事情,每天都都会很累很累,没有休息的时间,有时我在想,爸爸妈妈是用什么方法来支撑他们在哪个狭小的地方呆得那么久并且还表现出很快乐的表情。后来爸爸也跟着我一起出来了,爸爸表现得那么的不舍,那么的难以离开大山,可最终还是出来了,后来,我终于知道为什么会抛一切出山,因为我是他的一切,为了我可以放弃一切的不舍。我知道对于他来说,爸爸比我还难以适应城市的生活,因为那里并没有他熟悉的土地,没有他熟悉的农田,都是车水马龙的街道,艰苦难熬的工厂生活,可有什么办法,为了不喜欢大山生活的孩子的他不得不出山。

          终于,父亲以为胜利的曙光到来了我考上了大学,我可以不用在回到我不喜欢的地方了,可以生活在大城市里了,可他没想到我不喜欢大城市里的生活,对于他来说,也许他是不会懂我为什么既不喜欢大城市里的生活也不喜欢大山里的生活,因为他的生活除了大山里的生活就是工厂里似“机械”的生活,并不知道城市的日出日落,和真正的生活方式,他能给我的只是满足我的生活的物质需求。

          我是出山了,但是我还是不喜欢城市里的生活,因为对于大山里出来的孩子,很脱掉身上自带“土气”很难融入城市的生活圈子。我曾努力的摆脱山里的气息也曾努力融入不属于我的圈子,可最终都以失败告终。总是徘徊在这两者边缘,爸爸无力的看着我挣扎。

          后来,父亲说,你挣扎是你不知道你该定位何处,你该知道,山是“根”城是“梦”,不要把梦拖进山,而把根移到城。这样,我也就知道为什么我会那么的不自己与痛苦了。 

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